I've been thinking a lot
About empty promises and hospital stays
world states
About smiling faces and God's grace
first dates
I've been drinking a lot
Here's to the waterworks and dark days,
to just being numb
Cheers to friendships and good health
freedom to come
I'm getting confused a lot
By good mornings and stormy nights,
those gray in-betweens
By the ups and the downs and my inability
to be the person they perceive